| 2 roads ahead ... and I often choose the long-winding & challenging one. WHY?!
I looked back & tried to analyze whether the challenging path i chose in the past was right or not, or at least was it worth it. I don't know where to evaluate the situation, cuz it had so many twists along the way. the only conclusion I can come up with is that it's an "interesting" experience & I got the opportunity to see more from different perspectives. yea~ that's it -_- if I've the chance to choose it again, will I choose the same path? ... i don't know...
I appreciate people like what I'm doing though. At least I like my efforts to be recognized by others. Yet, human beings are greedy at times. When u've achieved something, then u want more or at least u think u can reach a little bit higher up still. I think people who are easily satisfied are more happy in life. the root of happiness is essentially simplicity. the more simple u can get ur life to be, the more happier u get. So, for people like me what always dig for troubles, then happiness is something I can only envy others of, but cannot reach it myself.
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| ~凝望你背影 傷感沾濕眼睛 明月夜再清 可惜心水更清 沒有半點雲彩 遮掩遍地的愛 伸手會拾到往日的歡笑聲 情話是美景 一心醉便忘形 紅岸是背景 輕舟點催尾聲 剩我一人跳 上跳往幸福處 星星怪夜空卻沒氣力撐到那麼遠 人情在 花不開 春天過後要等待 情人在 心不再 哪有動情是意外 驀然忘了當初怎決定相愛 相愛的心終於都變做感慨 為何遇上最愛偏要避開 孤舟哪處靠岸不會被掩蓋 在緣份的天空可會預測愛 這世間有幾多情侶可一世相愛 凝望你背影 傷感沾濕眼睛 明月夜冷清 只因心水已清~
Ivana's voice always has some sort of healing power & calming of the mind...
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-=我願活在童話故事裡﹐永遠也不要醒來。=-
喜歡上夜晚~ 人很少﹐靜靜的。 不用介意白天那些人的目光。 晚上的路人總好像有自己的故事﹐心事﹐煩惱 。。。大家自成一角的。 偶爾來一個目光相投﹐也看不清楚是一張快樂的笑臉還是淚流滿臉。 什麼也是淡淡然的~ 就只有發出柔和光線的街燈和月亮﹐他們似洞悉每人的心事﹐安撫著每一顆寂寞﹐落魄的心。
"你並不是我﹐又怎能了解﹖" 肉眼看到的都不知道有沒有事實的十分之一。 所以在沒有了解事實的全部之時﹐可否不要說人是非﹖一份出自真心﹐友好的心意 -> 何苦要說得那麼難聽﹐現實﹖非要和利益扯上關係﹖
我覺得當舌劍一揮﹐很難說傷口沒有存在過。 就算痊癒了﹐碰到時也覺痛。 |
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| this past yr has been a very dramatic one for me~
when i look back, i know i'm very blessed. i'm not as alone as i've thought. i can still feel all the caring.
i just have to try caring less for others while caring more for myself. i've to stop taking things so seriously. easy come, easy go. then i should be fine ... right?!
i've tried not to cling on too tight. but when i let loose of it, i'm feeling uneasy & scared.
for some reason, i like to drive around alone at night. i may not have a destination in mind, i may get lost, but i like to wander around. |
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| i'm really afraid to lose ...
how many more pardon can i beg for?!
x'mas just seems so far away ... or will it ever come at all?
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